:/ Hmms


I think I might be able to say "I'm coming back!" for once, and actually come back!

Anyway, just busy trying to organize the files in my Brain folder and plan my life.

School starts tomorrow, I had registration today...Its my last year of high school, and after that, Cegep (college). My friend Angela gave me a private tour of Dawson because you can literally walk into the place if you look 18, and I got a view of the future.
Tres interesting. 8U

I upload something in a moment my lovelies

AND I RAAAA-AANNN
I RAN SO FAR AWAYYYYYY

Yeah D:

Anyway umm.. All of you guys who (used) to watch me prolly hate me now- I haven't updated since October. Thats going on six months! Happy 2009? :'D (oh, and I'm 16 now!)

Anyway.. I've just been totally blank on my art and I haven't been surfing the internet as much. I haven't drawn anything in ages, but I'm getting into it again and trying out realism (or semi-realism). I'm teaching myself. (it all started when I saw this girl at school drawing awesome realistic portraits of some famous people off of pictures- so I was like "okay I'll do it too" and on the second shot I got something half decent without a photo.)

I also got myself a Canon Rebel camera.. its so hot. So maybe you'll be seeing some photographs too, hopefully.

I need to focus some more on school and art now... And get a job (and of course, a boyfriend.. but I don't want the giant walking penis kind, really, so I have to wait). I also have to get an art portfolio together in less than two months, and I only have one or two things. Yeah.

So anyway, I hope to bond with people again, get a life again (wait, the internet is a life?) and yeah.

'Mmmm' and 'monster' literally go together.
Okay its like 9:30 pm and I am drinking MONSTER ASSAULT energy drink cause I bet you I'm going to stay up late
It started like this
"Hey Miti can I have the Monster in the fridge I'll pay you back"
"why"
"I'm going to stay up late. I'll pay you back"
"mmmm sure"
"nkay thanks man"

And in other news I got a kitty
Her name seems to be Chloe
She is one of the kittens rescued by Billy and she is darling, but I feel bad for some reasons that will be unknown to you
pictures later

I have not done anything on dA for months
I'm really good at ignoring (forgetting) facebook too for those of you who have me there
so yeahhh

C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm. I finished summer school like.. a week ago or so, more than that prolly. It was great. I actually got a final grade of 92. But now that I think of it, there are a couple of things we didn't go over that I needed help with. Well, I guess I'll review on my own. xD
And I finally cleaned my room... ooonnn Friday, yeah. I'm glad cause it was turning into such a mess and I could barely get to my bed. I HATE IT BEING MESSY WITH A PASSION MESSY ROOMS STRESS ME OUT and they collect dust and then I get sick like last time and its just gross and I have to deal with it even though its not even my mess cause I share a room and I hate messes and just BLAHH

And, oh yes, I went to Otakuthon last sunday. Tis the local anime con that I never went to before! AND IT WAS AWESOME. I have lots of pictures, so if you want to get the photobucket album link just ask and I'll send you a note with it. I don't exactly want to put it up here for all to see >A>

In my last journal I mentioned a watercolour test.. well, just so you know, I DID scan it.
It just turned out white.
I'm just not going to bother with scanning stuff in untill I get a new, GOOD scanner. At least my old shitty one could pick up regular pencil, this uppity Samsung one which was supposedly great, cannot. It can't pick up regular pencil lines. How effed up is that? And I don't want to edit my stuff in photoshop, cause it always turns out pretty much horrible.
On that topic, I do have some stuff I'd like to draw. So we shall see.

Aaaaaaaaaaandd
I might be going to Myrtle Beach...On Thursday or something. For a week or so, and we'd stop at Washington for a bit too. It should be fun, I love road trips. c:

OHYEAH
I saw the Dark Knight Last night. We've actually gone to the theater 2 times before to try to watch it, but we were either late or it was sold out. So we saw it last night (and every seat was taken, no joke), and I'm sorry, but I found almost everything the Joker did was hilarious. I giggled when no one else giggled. It was good.

Durrr. This week has been really tiresome. I started summer school- it's actually not too bad, it gives me something to do I guess (and boys to stare at. Some of them are silly in class so I have to laugh xD). And the teacher is actually really, really good. In one sentence he can explain the whole topic- no fucking up the explanations and overcomplicating it and making everyone confused. Gosh, just two classes and I already love him. And his moustache. And I don't think we ever got his name either, haha 8'D.
The only problem I have with summer school is that it starts at 8, meaning I have to get up at like, 5:00- 5:30 to get there on time, and the bus schedule has to make me wait 20 precious minutes and I still get there 20 minutes early. Not convenient.
And I actually got a call on Friday after registering saying that I had to come Monday at 8, even though the sheets said to come Tuesday since thats when class started.. So I got up at 4:30 (with only 4 and a half hours of crappy and really worthless sleep due to unfortunate events of the previous night. Fuck it.) I got there an hour early, walked around, went to the school, waited with this guy and his mom who had also been told to come Monday until 8:10, but the teacher and no one else showed up so we left. That was a real waste of my time.
So on July 1st I went to school, despite the fact that its frigging Canada day. I went to ~Tamouraka's house after, and stayed there quite long. And played with her puppy and witnessed things puppies should just not do. And because it was Canada day we had special fun @A@
And then I ended up getting home at 10 and finishing my homework and stuff by 11:30.
So for all this lack of sleep I took a 5 hour nap (serious) when I got home today.

And last Friday-weekend I played with my watercolour stuff I got ages ago but never tried out. I'll scan them in soon.. I actually really like the first practice I did. I'm getting into the semi-realism style.

What else umm... I think that's about it.
-Edit-
Oh no wait its not. Post a comment and I must:
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.


And this I stole off Tam.


-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Sam
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: December 21
- Sign: Saggitarius- Capricorn
- Hair color: brown xc
- Eye color: really dark reddish brown.
- Height: 5'5
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: I swing over to the boys.

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Mango, the Gap. Anywhere, just cool stuff plz.
- Favorite designer?: what
- What is your sexiest outfit?: ...anything that shows cleavage which is almost everything :[
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: If it's not comfy I don't wear it. So skirts are not included.
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans, a shirt, a bunch of necklaces and GLASSES that does count right

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: no specifics.. just not the 'moisturizing' ones cause then it makes my hair get greasy too quickly.
- What are you listening to right now?: James Bond stuff off the TV
- Who is the last person that called you?: .....I don't get phonecall- OHWAIT my aunt
- How many buddies are online right now?: ...2?

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: I can't pick a favourite anything. Eggplant is good, though.
- Girls' names: ..right
- Boys' names: ...Toddy LOL hahaha there's this kid in my summer class they call Toddy idk
- Subjects in school: History and science
- Animals: Horses, sharks, cats, dogs, fish uhh snakes... and.. stuff

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: I think I helped my bro when he was little
- Smoked?: I've seen enough smokers and I actually seem to be allergic so far >_> and I don't want to so no
- Bungee jumped?: Nope
- Made yourself throw up?: nope
- Skinny dipped?: I know showers and baths don'- well when I was a kid hrmm. like a 2 year old prolly. We ran around NAKED AND FREE ON THE BEACHES OF GREECE
- Ever been in love?: yeah but whatever
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:I don't think so
- Pictured your crush naked?: I don't have one stop assuming you're making an ass out of you and me
- Actually seen your crush naked?: /right/
- Cried when someone died?: no one's ever d.. my rabbit
- Lied: but of course
- Fallen for your best friend?: I never had a best guy friend hello no
- Rejected someone?: at a dance. "Sorry dude, but no. You'd be face to face with my chest, no."
- Used someone?: I'm trying to think, and.. I'm pretty sure I haven't.
- Done something you regret?: a few million times. I regret almost everything that pops out of my stupid mouth.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: black-ish jeans, black sleeveless shirt and a bunch of necklaces
- Desktop: its a photo of my stupid family in New York I don't like it its all stretched and there's this little kid in a stroller who's face invaded the corner in a crack-ish way
- CD in player: you stone age person
- DVD in player: Uhh

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: besides myself....I dunno
- Hugged: dunno
- You IMed: ehwahwah
- Talk to online: Tam and Karla
- Sex it up with: considering I don't have a boyrfriend or anything it would be pretty sad if I 'sexed it up' with someone.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: I like to think I am, but everyone's mind works differently so you never know.
- Open-minded: You can think you are even if you aren't- but I hope I am. There's some things I'm stupid about tho.
- Arrogant: I don't think so...
- Insecure?: Sometimes
- Random?: I guess, but its not the enjoyable type
- Hungry: I can't even know if I'm hungry anymore ._.
- Smart: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- Moody: In the morning (not as bad as TAMO YOU DEPRESS EVERYONE IN THE MORNING) and when I PMS.
- Organized: I go into control-freakish-perfectionist fits of organization and then I get lazy so no
- Shy: Kind of yes and kind of no
- Difficult: I'm stubborn like a mule
- Bored easily: I dunno.
- Obsessed: HAHAHAHAHAHA yes
- Angry: yes, kind of
- Sad: yes
- Happy: Yes
- Hyper: pffftt uhuh
- Trusting: I am easily convinced

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | TO • × •--------

- Kill: I think I want to kill people but I know I couldn't so no-one
- Slap: almost everyone I know
- Get really wasted with: But I don't get wasted nor do I want to
- Get high with: I don't do that either. Unless you mean sugar or naturally high. Then my friends.
- Talk to offline: everyone
- Talk to online: everyone
- Make love to: Jett no I kid I'm be scared shitless of STIs and pregnancy
------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: go to summer school -_-
- Love is: great but elusive
- I dream about: My mp3 breaking and horses. Thats what I dreamt about during my 5 hour nap.
- Sexual preference: I like man boys
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: General appearance, but eyes and a smile are lovely : D and ARMS

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: lets go for some Loux no wait Coke
- Flowers or candy: flowers are sweet but candy is sweet literally. BOTH
- Tall or short: It doesn't really matter

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: no one really >_>
- Makes you smile: everyone
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: ._.

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I don't have someone special STOP ASSUMING
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Yes usually during my time of the month
- Wish you were younger: Nah
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: eh
- Of guys I've kissed: NONE IN THE WAY THAT I KNOW YOU MEAN
- Of girls I've kissed: none :[
- Of CD's I own: just a couple
- Of scars on my body: a lot.